I asked my subconscious mind to show me some other ways of dealing with money the other day, right before I went to sleep. (Little did I know what that would result in.) Then I had a dream. I was in a bar that had a lot of people in it. It wasn’t packed, but all of the bar stools were taken and all the tables were full.
The people were nice. The bar was off to my left. There were people at the back of the room also and I think in front of where I was standing. A thin, younger man (20’s or 30’s) came up to me and gave me about $7.00 in cash. I could see the bills clearly, because they were fanned out. He said it was time to buy the next round, and by the way, he pushed the money at me I could tell it was my turn to buy.
The crowd of people seemed relatively happy up until this point. They seemed content. They weren’t rowdy or boisterous. Actually, they were rather quiet, and I could feel there was a kind of expectancy in them. They were all looking at me, waiting to see what I was going to do. While I felt relatively calm, part of me was afraid.
Although these people had been tolerant of me up till then, I was afraid that if I didn’t come up with enough money to buy them a round of drinks, things could get ugly. Moreover, that would be bad for me. I said to everyone in the bar: “This is what you’re going to do. You’re going to figure out what you want. Then you’re going to fight about it!” When I said this, it was in a commanding tone.
There was no hesitancy or uncertainty. That was the end of the dream. It became clear to me that all the people in the bar represented all the bills I have to pay that I don’t have the money to pay right now. (I have been waiting for a fairly large check that got sent to the wrong address.) Although I do have these fears, there is another part of me that knows that everything is going to be ok.
I think this is represented by the calm feeling in the dream. (Although everything was fine at that moment, things could change.) After thinking about this for a bit, I realized that the real issue, the core issue that the dream dealt with was my feelings of inadequacy, represented by all these nice people who were expecting me to come up with a large amount of money (right now) that I didn’t have and had no way of coming up with. I have had this feeling for a long time.
I talked to Kat, ext 7054, one of Foretell’s psychics, about this dream. It occurred to me to mention something to her that I had done some months ago and was wondering about. I had done some workshops back around 1994 with a top notch trance channel named Dr. Verna Aridon Yater. Verna was originally from Santa Barbara, but moved to Colorado Springs not long before I met her. She died a year or two ago, but I had felt her presence a few times since then. She was checking up on her students!
A few months ago, I was having trouble with money and asked Verna if she could help me increase my income. I don’t normally ask Verna for things because I know she is busy and I don’t like to bother her. However, I didn’t know whom else to ask for help, and I figured if anyone could help me, it was Verna.
She knew my issues from years of workshops. I had mentioned this to Kat, ext 7054, the psychic. She said that Verna was going to try to show me an alternative. I had not gotten any impressions since then about what Verna was up to, but after I figured out what this dream was about, it became clear to me that this was Verna’s Answer.
In addition to being a top notch trance channel, Verna had helped us not only probe deeply into our past lives, but she also had a knack for helping people unwind the deeper issues in their psyches. She would often tell us to “ask for a dream” about whatever was up for us. As I said to Kat, ext 7054 the other day, I was not planning to “probe the depths of my psyche” when I asked for this dream, but obviously that’s what happened.
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